this is very difficult. I am a professional nurse with a very good carrier i love what i do and for most part i am very content and positive . I always try to see the glass 1/2 full and I face challenging situations and event the same way. I got married very young and in experience my husband actually was my first boy friend. we been married for 23 years, and now we are separated. I guess i am looking for a friend for some one to stay connected and to just have a good time with. I do not think i even know what does this mean. That is all.