Knowing is powerful, doubt kills

At my age life speeds up out of control. Riding the balance of your life alone at such speed is devastatingly dull. Homosapiens are not meant to live a life alone. We all will live our lives until the day God has planned our departure. Not a second sooner or later! So why not live a life that God had planned for us to live, which is not fulfilled without love. I am an engineer and have a busy and challenging career. Enjoy working and yet hanging out with friends and family every opportunity I get. I have lost 9 of my friends since last year! The future is not promised to anyone. Hence I am seriously looking for the one I take my last breath with.