Find for life only live in my heart

Hello, the purpose of writing this letter is not for fun, to have a wish for future, even though as time passes and we grow older, many dreams are no longer considered important to us and those dreams are filled and surrounded by the truth of life, but we must be able to never forget being human and loving, for I am not on this site to have fun and spend small and fleeting pleasures, I am here to find the lost half of my life and to re-emerge myself, if we can live happily and well with each other with different standards of life. It is important to me, studies and education are important to me, but by the way, sometimes some people are very proud of their educational degree, but for me, being with a completely calm, competent and family-friendly person is more important than having an educational degree. Because I have learned from living well that human characteristics and human desires change every ten years, and what is valuable to us today may not be of any importance to us in future years, each person to his own life. Life is full of changes, but I want to change by being with my lost half and by finding peace with that special person, if today is one of the days of our spring season, maybe tomorrow is another day and in a season. I want to be able to travel to other seasons of life by being with my wife in the spring season of my life, and in the end I will not be alone in the cold season of winter, and I hope that with God's help I can achieve this dream. also get